I really need my friends right now

Well, I don't know how things can get any worse. Had the cops at the house last night because couldn't control Elsie. She wouldn't take her medicine without threatening to take all of it. When the cop asked her when her father moved out, Craig went through the roof. Says the message never got to him that we were separated! I couldn't have made it any clearer!

What next? I feel so completely drained and worn out. Remember the old commercial "Calgon, take me away!"? I wish it would take me far away. I don't think a little bath will work in this situation.

I really need my friends! I am trying to stay positive and strong but it is sapping my strength. Beginning to feel a bit hopeless.  

Dear Cathy, I am so sorry to hear this news, poor Elsie, poor you. I'm sure you are worn out, but as you know you must carry on in strength for your daughter.

I do so hope that you are getting some help from your ward in some way. You really should not be facing this alone. I know you have us here on the forum, but it would really help if you had someone there too.

My prayers are for you and Elsie, and I hope that your husband will so what he is supposed to do to move on.

You continue to be in my thoughts and prayers.

I wish it were as easy as Calgon taking you away, but I fear it isn't.

Were you able to watch conference? Most of the talks were on hope and faith, something that may help you through this time in your life.

God bless!

((((((((((((((((((((((((cathy and elsie))))))))))))))))))))

I am so sorry!!  I am really hoping things will get better!! I'm thinking of ya!!

Me too, Cathy.  Stay strong - I'll be praying for you and Elsie.  I think that's good advice from Sue, too.  That's what church is for - to lift up one another when we can't lift ourselves.  It may be good to speak to the POE friends, but your church people are really the ones who can be "there" for you in a practical way.  You hang in there, Cathy.

Thank you Sue. I was not able to watch conference. At my mom's on Sat and having to deal with them on Sunday. I did see the Bishop and came away more depressed than when I went in. He wants to convert Craig and keep us together. And because I have not been to church enough he has threatened to take away my temple recommend. If I am not at my parents on the weekend I am either feeling ill or having to deal with C & E. I just don't seem to be able to get a break. When I get some quiet time I will try to watch some online. The Bishop has not offered any resources for help or anything else for that matter.

Ruth, Alan and Krissy thank you so much for your thoughts and good wishes and hugs! It does help a lot!