Good Day "56"

Good day..well, I lost an year...maybe ti wasn't that good after all..I'm back on the meds I was the year before and the treaments and the diet...and looking at the wind outside makes me wanna a scream. It is another day of an sudden 93 degrees... going down into the  high 70's -we could use the rain here. I have to go an look up how to test myself for diabetes again...one month at a time. I told you bad health report and I feel I'm doing thngs better now then ever before. Something not right is going on, feel like they don't want any improvements to me. That anything I did would not suit them. They INSIST I MUST be an  diabetic also...bad prejudgement.  Angers me. Reminds me of my son's education..it would not have made any difference what we did, they just were turned off to him. Even when we did things their way...he failed in their perspective. Except for wantng to kill you, to get rid of you...how's an person deal with it. I just spent the last two days in doing an history report...suviving on just an few hours of sleep an night..so I'm tired. Iran just put out BBC....that this latest big quake was due from to promiscious women...makes God unhappy. There's an lot of be unhappy about with the way they are murdering people over there. They spare no one.Children included. Really sad.