Good Day "37"

Well, Peggy I can help you..send them what I am enduring right now..I went to answer the door this morning..forgot I had an roast cooking.."Catholic" naturally...they are the "hell" in my life I guess you know...went back to the roast " smoking"..grabbed the pan to pick up the roast with an fork, anyway, in the melee that ensued...burned the end of the roast into my hand, picking it up off the floor....with an huge blister above  it, and and every place the grease touched me....grease went flying from the roast landed down my neck and slide down it...it's burnt.  I've been walking the nieghbothood for blacks holding an package of frozen vegetables because of the pain...I've unfroze three sacks of veggies now, I've put all kinds of everything I can find here in the house for the pain..God...lost my temper...I think "hell" would run from me I'm in such an foul mood..and my sister left for downstairs...my hubby is out cooking for me, I think I called him every name in the book this morning... and I think I'd just as soon call "Christmas" off right now. I could care less...so now that I've been subjected to the so called truth of "Catholic" hell on earth...my Christmas to me is "ruined". Iwas outside "walking" to talk to God...whom at least allowed it to stop raining.... and shed some sunlight on me. My son is for some reason "busy" and shopping and can't come by the house for some reason...ingrate! He asked me to do something I'm not suppose todo...watch kids for very long by myself, definately not little kidds at all...he wants me to take his kids for four days so they can fly to Vegas here pretty soon...showing mercy because she's always so tired half the time... she can't watch the kids other then be in the same room with them, I agreed to babysit. PLus I get the huge dogs...whom are not accoustomed to my house these days and we will have to rearrange the furniture so they have room to lay down as it is...or make arrangements otherwise, it's not summer, where we can let them go outside. They probably each weigh some 150 pounds(huge)...plus the little one barks constantly at my cats. He" barks" at the drop of an pin.It's not to unusal for me to look at him and say "Shut up!..go lay down"....and truly mean it. Just a minute..I unfroze the sack of cranberries.....I am doing everything I have ever been trained to do... by the Red Cross... trying to keep from going into emergency and/or making the skin damage any worse...keep down the blisters and swelling...so we go to stir- fry frozen veggies for an bit...it seems to be working though. It helps for me to talk.. as I get my mind off the pain. So far pain killer didn't even faze it as to stopping it.  It's been butter, bactine, triple ointment...aloe vera deep healing moisturzer..and "Ice"...wrapped up in an paper towel. I am though beginning to see some relief. Kind of does in going to church for me tonight though..candlelight services. Well..I keep saying that either you walk with God... all the time or you don't... that church is basically "rituaL" or for instruction on the bible. I'll listen to some of my music and do something here.

If anyone can get ahold of Paul Hilton...last night on "coasttocoast am.com" John Wells did an bumper music segament on 50 years ago..he maintains that some of the greatest artist were into music back then and he covered some of the best in the bumper music..I don't really understand why no one has mentioned this before. Paul liked music...and the Beattles are one of the groups included...he might like downloading the bumper music. Be nice if someone could to an recrod of 1962....the better songs. I go for now...say I think I could of had an straight shot an couple days ago, if I were allowed things been so hectic around here...but can't...and I say that from my "ex" supervisor days. When everything was offen tossed onto my shoulders to solve many times..at work or at home. The legislature in I think they said "OHIO"...agreed to the firing of this lady...whose boss, the dentist...said he fired her because she was so luring he couldn't keep his hands off of her and it was ruining his business and his marriage...well...they agreed with him...she won't be getting any compensation. I don't know if that means she gets to starve now.... because he can't use the word "no" or quite what..I thought it rediculous though. I would like to see what this gal looks like and if it's her looks... or her actions maybe. I wonder if she understands she is guilty.... as to being to sexually " luring" for her job. Maybe her real problem is not being able to understand that "no" means "NO".If so..I wonder why...but hey, I don't want to be involved into this..just I found the whole situation kind of "different". My brother, son and another kid I knew had simliar problems with an gal that just wouldn't go away when asked to do so. None of the three of them strike me as "Hollywood" heart throbs either. As "mothers" we have had our times telling this type that their "work" and "school" came first and forermost...don' t bother them. I go for now...I have an lot to do as of yet...and will get it done...as there isn't to much anyone I trust to do the task by themselves. They don't put the kind of "work" into things that I do...there is more to it that just doing things as you "think" they ought to be done...sometimes. That's why we have problems these days..someone wants to do things to line their pockets full of Goldor material wealth.. rather then doing things for the prosperity of everyone. Talk later on.

I am back....I spent most the day nuturing my hand...but like an real trooper, I waited for everyone to go to bed and then "cried"...the release made me feel better. Plus taking an high powered pain reliver. WEll, kids came in and said that the both of them aren't going to vegas...the thing was these four gals Sarah works with had bought and ticket on some kind of group thing going on...and one of the girls dad died and she can't make it there..so they asked Sarah if she'd go,..because it was an group package...well, she didn't want to go without my son..her hubby...but it's comeing down to where he can'tget things straighted out with work to go either. She she may go  by herself..with the other three gals. Something I've never done in my life...but times have changed for the kids these days....they do things like this or never get an vacation.Hubby does this kind of when he's on an weekend outting with the "Scouts". I made him pick up with cooking the roast beef today...I've had to "save it" tonight if I'm going to eat it tomarrow. He put in onions and potatoes and carrots...just didn't peel any of them. So I spent sometime tonight taking out the onion skins and whacking off the potatoe peelings...and re-seasoned it...how he managed to get the gravy and carmel color instead of dark brown gravy I have no idea..maybe it was the onion skins?...anyway, I added  brown gravy mix to it and re-seasoned it and added an bit of marsla wine to it also for flavor. Then we went on to baking the dinner rolls and they weren't brown on top..and not cooked so I put them in the oven an second time.. the.rest he's doing fairly well on, especially the clean up part.

The burn welts are going down slowly and I've worked considerable on the hand all day long...it's looking the best...usable at any rate. Still hurts even tonight somewhat. Christmas has kind of stopped for me in ways because of all this today. My sister in-law called and said my brother called her, he was in Idaho earlier tonight and figures they should have no problem getting back here by tomarrow morning.  She said her day wasn't the greatest either today. My sister went to bed with three scratches across her head...as if an wild animal took an swipe at her. Bloody, but not bleeding. Had two more on her knees. Sarah was working her over with some ointment. My son came into my computer...looked it over...I am wondering if whomever got into my registry was at it again..he kept shaking his head saying" no" ..to what was coming up on it...and punching buttons.  I have an icon below that wants me to talk to the computer manufacturer....says it has an new update for me...but I already have an on-line link to the local Office Depoe for help also. I can ever call them out to me if needed and they are only couple miles away...guy told me that he would help to coninually service my computer from anyone getting into it now that it's been cleaned out...and first thing he did was take out ALL the kiddie games. That's Ok because the boys are each getting an "tablet" from grandpa tomarrow...they can run thier games on it. I guess I go for now...I was thinking tonight of "stoner" Chris... as we use to call him...he told me that if I'd do meditation one time and light an candle that it might give me great pleasure and peace...I did eventually and watched little red hearts flying up into the air and down along the side of the candle..just fascinated me watching them...kind of made me giggle an bit, trying to figuere out where they were coming from...I've lit an lot of candles in my time and never ever seen anything like that happen.  Haven't' since then either. Jesus has always been there for me during my near death expereinces...when I was an little girl..I felt him hold me at times. During my times of great pain or injury...helping. Even now, just thinking about him and Christmas.. this pain is finally releasing me somewhat. I guess my own memories will have to suffice for this Christmas. He told me that some day..I'd be with him..where ever he's at right now..I guess heaven.  I go back to listening to the music an bit more...Merry Christmas!...morning comes early and we are all going out to the kid's house for breakfast and back here for dinner. It seems like it's been one long day for me today.

Good Day to all who all who are around and hope you have a good day.

The turkey is cooked,taters done,sprouts,carrots,peas all done with a bit of luck will be sitting down at 3pm --hoping for no phone calls.

Thank you James....much appreciated. 

I won't stay to long...I'm answering upteen healing prayers by others right now...you know I have an aura picture that they really do "work"....and this was not something "programmed" ahead of time..the picture was taken at an "whim" one time unknown to the photgrapher... I had just had this prayer done on me... as an experiment.

But an "precesence" came to me last night...as always.. it took the pain away and haven't' had it since then. Look an mess as of yet..but that takes time to heal...the ordeal is bareable to me now. We have had calls incoming and out going today...and an surprise...my hispanic neighbors down the street..that are new...came to our door this morning with an fresh fruit basket for us...unexpected. They are about the only ones I've known in the last 34 years of living here  that ever returned kind thoughts sent out to them....as my "new neighbors"...must be something with that reverand living there prior?At any rate...I needed the pain free day..cause I've got things to get ready before we have dinner...so with that...check in later on and see what Santa gave you guys for merriment...we already know what "Syd" got.... the companionship of Barbara!... OK, some things are material..others are " spiritual".. and likewise....mine was spiritual last night I think...with this "prescence" that showed up...as it has in the past in tough times. Long  live POE...new Year's is coming up!!!

That bit gave me a giggle, the rest of the post made me feel bad for you Shirley. Your other posts too. 

I hope that your burns are getting better. You do need to take care of yourself more I think . 

Ron, didn't you know most the time I'm one step behind St. Micheal, with Jesus watching over me, and me watching over the USA. It took me an long time and many people, and heavenly wisdom to figure this one out. It's why I was killed by the Nazi's in my last lifetime..so they couldn't "touch me" this time. It is my destiny to be an lightworker. Thoth was telling me all the significance behind thingsI never understood...such as my birthday on the 13th, my birthmark, and an host of other things. he told me I was an gemini born because my birthstone is the pearl..and indeed I am the most likley the "gateway" to St. Peter's gate to heaven....what caps that are all the other "unique" things about me that only I have also. If I don't get into to much trouble chasing out the baddies, I won't reincarnate the next time I think. I came back this time... because I died the time before  I was really settled in here in Oregon....and my "kid"s" generations now... need help. So I have some loose ends to tie up before moving on...to be with the Lord. My biggest problem is people trying to assume my identity. That's when the problems start. Helping and trying to control another are entirely different things.  

Now for Christmas...my grandkids got an unusal gift...three helium filled balloons...a shark.."nemo" and an octopus...that fly by remote control. They have flapping fins on them also as to the shark and nemo....They  make you feel like being inside an huge auquarium to have them operating by everyone, they don't just stay toward the ceiling..they can fly all over the place at any height....they brought the shark over to me and it kissed me...or as close as it could...for starters that morning....really took me by surprise. We had fun with them. Kids had an really good Christmas this year over all.  They all got the things they wanted plus. Most all of it is paid for also. I'll have to look at my posts again to see I mentioned that my newest nieghbor, the Hispanic family..he came over with an huge fresh fruit basket for us...and gave it to us.."as neighbors"....I think his card said to an "special friend". It was very touching to me. I have felt for some time that they are really "good" people incomparison to some of them I have met. We keep an certain distance...but an good one. So they can live thier lives.. and we ours.  It was something that I was not expecting either.

My hand is all but healed in comparison to the rest of me, my neck and down my arm are raspberry colored...but no pain any more, unless I touch it. Hand is pain free though...and that greatly helps me. I also have some spots on my chest of all things where the grease went through my clothing..but very light ones. I keep the anti-biotic onintment on it all. I had "scar" cream here from hubby's leg operation.. have been using that also. I don't think I'll have to cook for an couple days, we have left-overs and then some, sent some home with the kids.  huge bag of frozen food to my sister so I can get my freezer down and defrosted. Time for cleaning up and later my writing. Security is really watching me this time Ron...I have an pin number every time I enter an web site. Between Bill Gates and microsoft, Office Depoe and the cable company "extra" security ...I'm being well cared for right now. The underlining my text words is gone...so is the advertisement pop-ups. I had some trouble with a bit of spelling yesterday...that's gone this morning. Looking forward to an better year. With the kids getting thier own "tablets" this year, there's no need to use my computer for their kiddie games...they think that will help tremedously also. See how things go..let's hope this is all stopped that's not wanted. Ron, Cathyml leave you an phone number you could call her on..see how she's doing.

Also there's an Chris Morgan on Cnn I guess...they say he's from Britian and that people are being called to ask his deporation back to Britian.... over his opinion of gun control here in the USA  .Most everyone agrees to make  it an law against selling miltary type guns...but NOT in the taking our " right to bear arms" away from us. To try to do so..I think will result into an battleground over here on the issue of it. I don't know if you people are aware of this or even if he is really..but maybe he should go lightly on the subject...in what he says. Thye discussed this at some length the other night on the radio....they say when others try to present thier views that he all but changes the way he talks to agreeing with himself.... for the conversation.

I guess I go for now and start washing linens so I can get back into my bed tonight(house guests)...and rest in between the washing an bit. Now it all comes down to be put away for another year. As much an "job" as it is getting it all set up. Talk to you all later on...what were some of the things you all received for Christmas...anything unusal? Anyone get any "wow" gifts..like an "new company" to run, or an Mercedes?....Partridge in an Pear Tree?....anyone go over an buy that Jesuit sanctutary for Poe-ville...one at the coast...with the little grouses runninng around all over. Smiles*

Wow Shirley what a terrible experience, do hope your wounds are on the mend.

Yes James I will be around even if I am hard up, I can go and do a song and dance act in the precinct and put my hat on the floor for cash, will you be coming this way???