Good day (31)

evening all. Thanks for tip you gave Shirley James. I have just learned something.

Hope all is well with all of you.

I hear a thunderstorm approaching. Cool!

I'm here James, Syd...

Evening all.

Didn't notice to much of an change...my old computer it had an button to push for the text size.  It's nto as bad as an bottle of pillsI bought yesterday...I'll need an magnifying glass to see the ingrediants on it.  Have you all noticed the "new" pharmacy out there these days...they are an "mixture" on ingrediants any more. I buymy viatmins "separate" and in low doses..because I use them onlyat certain times I'm having problems along with my heart meds. Iwas showing my cardollogist last year how "Centrum" had really added to the doses in their vitamins, which helped me to lower the ones I take as suppliments. But sometimes its better for me to take an added low dose 12 hours after I take my heart meds. Esp in weather changes, Hubby bought new car tires today. I think my fellas "Live"to buy "new tires" somedays. When I had first started working for Boston Market...they had already spent my first paycheck for me...I heard them talking on hwo they would meet to go buy the new care  tires...so I took my check and that night...went to the coast by myself.  You should of heard the reception I got when I called home..but I explained...you never think fo my needs to have an "vacation" post the needs for your cars..and what you'd like for them. I got an cold shoulder when I returned bu tthey learned an lesson...as they take me much for granted in their "wants" most the time. When hubby needds something...he has an loan on the houseand an credit card that he can use...and it goes on the house as ansecond loan...but then he tells me to pay the house property taxesevery year...when he needed his medicare downpayment, he borrowed against our house...but if I did that he'd scream his head off no doubt, so I guess you know if anything happens to him, I willmost likely sit like my widwoned sister in-law...with their house beingtaken away from her....but she at least has something I don't ..parents that are still alive that can help her...and family...my family doesn't help me and never has, it's been the other way around.  My credit card indebtness is from my son and his family and my grandkids...not me. I dont' mind adding he is so thin right now it's pitiful. How much he's working these days...being winter I don't know. They have been refusing to take help from me, perhapsbecause they know I'm now on Socia lSecurity...and paying property taxes takes about 5 months of my entire income. So don't ask me why I'm such an grouch today on all this...perhaps buying "tires" is something I'll never forget from the past of staying overnight by myself at the coast. I don't want them to get use to my income. Esp back then... when the job could be gone in an moments notice.My mother always said that...let her do the saving, to buy the big things in life and you both live off his wages month to month. It was good advice back then and still is. It helped to make an 50 per cent down payment on the house...buy him an new pickup truck and camper back then also. Paid cash for the most part. Buy my son his first car. Thing we have to get out of this is someone interferring with an "if I can't get helped from one of them,,,then I'll take it from the other one...because our finsances are jointly held...hurt one of us and you have hurt us both...don't matter whcih side you pick on. I don't know quite what to do about this medical society problem of constant medical bills that we have no insurance to really pay for them.  It was the recent "cause" of my son's $60,000 bankruptcy.He thought they were being paid for to find out his bosses were not paying them...or else the medical facilties double billed him perhaps jsut to be "shitty" to him....may they receive the same kind of treatment as they hand out.  then they might understand an little better the score on life for most of us these days. Anyway...I'm in one of those moods today...I guess.  I go for now. I had werid dreams last night also. Doesn't help me to much for getting much needed sleep. woke up before 5 am. was awake several hours.  I am not an "early" type person in general.  gettign up at 7 am is more desireable to me....as I often stay awake until 2 am listening to the radio. ...sometimes "writing" also.