Good Day "34"

It does make a difference Dave, it really does. Call me sad if you like but I happen to believe that the good wishes and prayers from the POE family really do help in times such as these.

Anna has asked me to say thank you to all POEsters who have helped to save her Dad at a difficult time. Who knows just how much prayers and kind thoughts matter?

Syd came over with a great philosphy on life the other day

I'll never be old as long as there are people older then me....

Mine has always been 'Life is too short to be taken seriously' but there have been a few times like you have now Ron which make me think twice about that.

It's time to say goodnight from me, and good morning to you, especially my dear friend Diana Sinclair wherever she may be.

Where are you Diana and missing you here at home. Hope you are okay?

 Good news Ron...you generally don't have to worry until they tell you they have to "go home" and it doesn't really make any sense. When my father passed...I had the strangest dream going on that night...it came closer to anything I've ever dealt with toward an kind of "witchcraft".... guess you would say...but I saw the milky way revolving around and around like an huge dark black whirling tornado sort of...and my step-mother was there...and I had an feeling or an sensation that I was told if I fought her...my dad might live...and I said...why?..she hasn't done anything to me...what are you talking about...who are you?...and never got an answer...they were correct and I was wrong in the end...and dad keeled over that  dead that morning....though they were so scared of telling me... they didn't do it until 2 pm that day. We talked considerably two days prior, he knew he was dying, and so did I, he told me then it was the medications they forcing him to take...I told him to stop taking them, he said he couldn't...they were not that kind to where you could just quit them...either way they would kill him. I left him that day saying..No, dad, don't let them do this to you....and I knew then that he felt his hours were numbered.  The Providence Hospice and the hopsital he was at...also Providence....gave him two medications that were incompatible....of course I would find that out after we were clearing things of his out of the house. Before my step mother announced to me, well, I think everything is pretty well taken care of, my kids and I will take care of things hereafter...goodbye. I thought she was just meaning it for the day...and I thought if she needed me that she'd call back..she never did...I had known her for 20 years, I can't think of ever slighting her either...dad plans someday to give her zero I think...on the other side. This house my dad lived in belonged to him and my mother...before she ever came along. We never fought dad at my mother's death for 1/4 of it...we never felt we'd have to do so to tell you the truth...just an bad memory now. Once again, it was my grandfather that saw to us we kids were inheirted through my mother...at an time that grandfather had very little in his life due to an house fire previously.  Something I don't think I will ever forget and probably carry it to the day I die and ask God..Why? Why do people like this exist? She must be an rich old lady by now, if she feeds off families of the men she marries. But I don't think I will ever forget that swirling kind of "witchcraft" storm that was swirling around me back in my sleep. Never had anything like it since either. She said one time...well, all my boys were choir

boys at our Catholic church growing up....and I felt liek saying...and now you have onee "pothead" smoking dope...and one whom doesn't care if he see's you, because your word for the truth can't be trusted, and another two hours out of rehab for alcholism..pouring himself an drink, one that she hinted at that was possibly Gay. My dad told me I could never be around them except if he was there at thouse with them. He also disapproved of my brother also....but boy he sure didnt' do anything legally to bring justice about...so it goes as it goes.

My cardologist now has an office with the Providence group...and this time around, I've caught him twice now not telling me all I should know and causing my health to be worse. He put on my papers when I left that I didn't need "anti-biotics" for an dental problem....and this gal named "Peggy", at the dentist office seems   to agree...so it is...I hope they do not plan to murder me come later this week.... when I go in to have some dental work done. My insurance company is well aware of all this also. Dad todl me that they would try to force my death upon me, like they did on him. May I say...if they suceed the whole bunch will be cursed to Hell thereafter But then you never know...if they are into witchcraft...maybe they would be honored by the fruits of their evil workings. Good people do good works.

I should be done with my book by then, I have 16 pages left of it..371 pages... I started it yesterday.The Crystal Skull by Manda Scott, 2008. She's mentioning things in this book that I have taken records off prior...that others have told me I didn't know what I was talking about...I most certainly do know what I'm talking about. It is the very beginnings of writing...and not Hebrew writing...it is what was referred to as "light language"..it has an script to it...that has assigned to it..."colors" that supposedly have something to do with the various ancient Skulls of yore. People have had to channel to get this information also...but so long ago...thank God  it's not the "new generation" of today. As the ones of today are self-serving in all they do any more. I have listened to many nights of some of the world's greatest historians on "coast to coast" trying to see if they have any information...even on the show "Ancient Aleins"...few of them do because they are locked into religion rather then the world itself. I would guess they were maybe "Fisher Kings" in the past...but not entirely sure. Most people just have no idea what I am talking about...even many of the learned...and I do believe we get dumber every year...not smarter or more wise for the most part. I go for now..an long weekend most likely. My grandkids get babysitted by thier cousin "Anthony"....don't know if that's good or not. I know one "Tony" that caused the death of his cousin possibly.... from what his mother told me. So have an good weekend and talk to you later on.

I sincerely hope this "Heat wave" is over...it has not done an thing to help me here at the house that I can see of...so it was not an good thing to put up with in general. I don' tknow if I can bring my flowers out of it now, or not. I have paid tp much for them to be burned to death like it is in the Southwest of the USA....bad leadership.

I'm.. outside this morning first in three days of the heat warning issued to keep inside....everything's burnt...all my pretty flowers....grass also. I cut off the roses...have no more of those...the rest I tried to fertilze to see if I can take the Limp out of the greenery...the humidity was so high yesterday that my garden took an hit with mildew on all the squash and pumpkin leaves...and my blue spiked perenials...the blossoms are brown and burnt. I guess you know it's to late in the season to replace most of them also...if they are even selling them any more.... three days...just three days from beautiful... to ruined. But I must say..it's nice to be able to breathe again...as things were getting pretty muggy also. Hubby just took me out to an really nice dinner tonight.

Hi everyone, hope you are having a really good day.

Grand news Ron!  

Shirley I am so sorry about your garden but glad it has cooled down a little for you now.